Thursday, June 5, 2008

2 months, and 23 days....

sense my last post.

almost 3 months...

alot has happend.
and alot has changed.
The list of things that have happend:
  • I got a job at Chilis
  • I graduated high school
  • I started semseter dos of high school
  • I bought the office season 3
  • I struggled alot
  • I am in a down time with God
  • I am driffting away from my friends
  • I have realized how important my friends are
  • I have realized that I don't have to like everyone... nor do I have to take their crap

I am still.... not where I was with God... and I miss it.

basically I am not in a great mood. I went on the senior retreat and it was really good. but the car ride home was rought, and I was not happy... am not happy.

We prayed over every senior... and I remembered why I was good friends with someone, and questioned why I was friends with someone else.

When I am focused on God like I should be, I am in a great mood, my life seems to be in place, and what is not in place, I am at peace with it.

My dad and I are begging to talk again, thats amazing. But I am pulling away from what I want my dad so desperatley to follow, and I feel like I need to not go around then when I am acting like I am.

I need to go to Bradleys baseball game, I'll explain more later.